4.5 months till I see you again...

It started off as an idea,

A trickling thought not meant to happen.

The idea grew, it resounded...

Now it's materializing and I am ecstatic.

4.5 Months till I see you again. <3

far away love

To my dearest mirmir and yewyew,

Can't believe its been over two months since any one of us have made an entry on this blog! I guess we are all too busy to remember to update each other here! (even though we do keep each other posted through whatsapp.

I am at work and am super bored and decided to write an entry just so our blog is somewhat up to date.

So yewyew is at Whistler; snowboarding her life away, while mirmir is working two jobs; making tons and tons and tons of money, and then theres me. *Sigh,,,I am in Hong Kong, studying and working full time, and well, now I am lost. I don't know if I want to continue on with this stressful lifestyle, worrying everyday that I won't be able to keep up with school and won't make my licensing exam.

Honestly, law is a little too much to handle. I can't decide if this is the challenge I want. I do want to stick to my decision and pull through, but as days pass, I am losing confidence. I don't know if I just want an easy way out now, even though I know I will regret it. ...

Argh, life sucks. I wish you two were here for me this time.

I miss you girls so so much. I hope you two are having a better time than me.

Love always,

Fee

Love love love

Hi friends, I can blog again. I was having trouble signing into my account on my phone but I was too lazy to look into it. However, now it is fixed up!

I'm leaving in 2 days for Whistler. I'll have more to blog about... I will now stop procrastinating and continue my packing... hahaha

Moving On...

Hello Friends, I know I promised to make my adventure a happier and exciting one, but it really is hard considering I just got 4 bug bites on my ankle from waiting outside. I am super mad and frustrated. Lmfao. Well I did however make one attempt and that is to find a nicer looking area of the campus and found something. Thought you two might enjoy it.

See you later.

I'm writing this post for Fion this time. This is so that she has something to read while she's waiting to change flights from Japan, and perhaps it will give her some comfort during her travels.

I love you I love you I love you. I wanted to tell you that before you left, but at that point I was too choked up to even blurt it out in an understandable fashion. Getting your luggage checked in, repacking your overweight luggage, walking toward the gates--it was all okay, no tears, no blubbering sentimental scenes; we were cool as cucumbers. Now, basking in the last few minutes we had to spend with the trio in full attendance was just too sad. I blubbered...and then we all did as the Niagara falls does.

Seeing you put your brave face on, walking toward the gate with your luggage in hand was heartbreaking. You tell me that you broke down as you watched our backs turn and leave you, my friend, we were also crying for leaving without you. Telling us "Please don't forget me, Please keep in touch...", how could we ever forget you when having you be part of our lives is such a natural act? Don't you realize the importance you have in us?

You will do fine. You will find new, and even special friends. You are the type of person that people like to approach. Have you not noticed that there are so many people revolving around you? Don't give me the "but they aren't all true friends" shit =) they all made the effort to see you before you left--I'd have to say that makes them pretty damn good friends. Next you'll be thinking "You guys are so good to me, I'm such a bad friend"...now really...if that was the case why the hell did we salt our faces with tears when you left? Silly girl. You must be one special person to create such an embarrassing scene at the airport. The embarrassing tear-jerking scenes weren't completely finished when we left the airport either--it continued the whole car ride home when we were reading your letter. Even now as I write this post for you, my heart is still aching.

Now I just want to take the time to thank you for the two letters you wrote to me. They were beautiful. Thank you for the "remember-when-game", the flashbacks, and the apologies. I was touched at everything you had to say. I'm so thankful that you're a part of my life. Please don't cry =) your new adventure is starting. Soon Cherie will leave and start her adventure as well, I just know that both of you will take things in stride and make the best of everything. This is it for now, we'll save the rest for skype.

See you later <3

MyTea*

"Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.”

The lovely and beautiful Yewyew, Porpor and fEEon with an E.

Keychains.

It's slowly becoming more real. Packing clothes away, sifting through the junk and the memories. The number of garbage bags keep increasing, sitting all in a line ready for their next destination. Clothing and trinkets strewn all over the floor, ritz cheesy crackers passed back and forth. So this is what packing to leave feels like.

Helping Fion get ready reminded me that in 6 days there would be no more random Harry Potter marathon nights, or late night shopping for munchies (which always included icecream), on-the-spurr mall dates, and happy hour karaoke nights. Today was only the first day of packing, already I felt a tugging in my chest in anticipation of the due date.

We took a break in the afternoon to clean off the dust bunnies from our clothes. Sitting on the edge of her bed I painted my nails and drank orange juice while she figured what to do with her car. How many more opportunities will we have to enjoy this kind of peaceful interaction with each other?

Last night the 3 of us watched HP again, all of our feet under the blankets propped up on Cherie's cardboard boxes. It was great, it was warm, and I was happy. Fion would squeal when Harry or her other HP character lovers appeared, and Cherie would express her preference for Draco. When we were packing for Fion today we found her old copies of HP, and later I rummaged through my basement for mine.

While I looked for my lost copy, I found something you girls would be happy to see. I was ecstatic. I'm no longer the traitor who lost her keychain. Now our little Keychain memento is complete.

I just thought you girls would like to know.

<3